I’m Weak

I am weak for merely, am just a man
Your body I still crave though you have gone
No longer mine to set my gaze upon
Over as quickly as it had began
You rule my thoughts as only lonely can
I’m small in the sight of my mirror on
The wall shining light of an early dawn
Mirror reflecting horrors that I plan
I am meant to be strong in your absence
Instead I lay in a puddle of tears
To be found wanting no sense of balance
Alone with my thoughts, wants, wishes and fears
I’m spinning along a tilted axis
Was I to know the cost of our affairs

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